Monday, June 8, 2009

Saga continues.....

On confirming in the next day that we can have the registration on 11th, we were hoping that it is all going to get over on 11-Jun and after the registration, we will also be getting the registered papers by 25-Jun as committed by the promoter.
But, alas, as it turned out like all the previous commitments, this also turned out to be a FALSE hope. On making a casual call to the promoter today evening to just confirm whether things are going on as per the plan, I was informed that registration is not going to be possible on 11th but will happen on 18-Jun. At the same time, I was also told that I will be still getting the papers out by 25-June as per the earlier commitment by him. I was also asked to hand over the remaining money for the land on the date of the registration when the registration is complete which I refused to accept and told him that I can pay the balance amount only on the date of getting all the papers on my hand....
Again, I am left clueless on why Rayar is continuing to ensure that this gets postponed time and again. But, strangely, this time around, even though I was seething with tension within my heart at the time of talking with the promoter, after the conversation was over in which I did some plain talking with him, I am not that disturbed currently on this delay as I was earlier.... Maybe this is Rayar's way of ensuring that I become less sensitive to changes that happens against my expectations. I really don't know.
However, even if the tension on all these events is palpably absent, I am still continuing to remain curious on what could be the reasons for this inordinate delay. Obviously, I realize at some times that these kind of reasons are outside the scope of 'human logic' and can be only because of divine will.
I realize that I can only lay this humbly at the feet of Raghavendra and ask him to help me out in HIS work that I have initiated. I am sure that these sincere prayers will be soon answered by HIM- like he has done in innumerable times in the last two decades of my life and career.
I continue with the same belief that has guided me on a daily basis making this belief grow only stronger day by day....